There are days I have wondered if perusing my dreams will only leave me frustrated and broke, but then I quickly remind myself that it was these feelings of self doubt and fear that lead me so far from happiness and success in my early twenties. To grow as an individual I’ve had to relearn to trust my instincts, and to live more authentically. In the past 6 months, with a little extra time left each day without blogging, I returned to my yoga practice. Through it, I am finding the confidence to continue to pursue only the things that bring joy and love into my life, and those around me. It is helping me open up, and trust myself as an artist and creative soul. I’ve mentioned in past posts that finding balance in life and daily routine is very important to me. Returning to my yoga mat, with more commitment and passion than before, has created balance in my physical and mental body in a way I’ve never had before, therefor it has become a powerful tool for me in reaching my goals. I look forward to blogging more about this experience as it has become a necessary and wonderful part of my daily routine. When you release fear and judgement from your thoughts, it’s amazing where you find yourself mentally and physically, and we must remind ourselves of this daily. I’m off to pursue dreams today!
Currently I’ve been focused on practicing being more present. We can only live one day at a time, and I have to constantly remind myself of that. This can be a challenge when so many things I am working towards require thinking about, and making plans for, the future. But, for the first time since starting college, I find myself moving in a direction in which I am confident and motivated, with specific career goals in mind. I have a passion for creating and imagining, and have found a space where my talents can best be put to use. I am excited to continue working hard and educating myself, knowing it will lead me towards a purposeful and fulfilling career…it only took a decade of exploration, many mistakes, lots of lessons learned, and loving support to find myself here. For me this means more than reaching for financial security or success. Finding this direction has made me feel assured in who I want to be as I continue to grow, and is forcing me to ask myself what I truly have to offer others and myself. The challenge I face now is learning to concentrate on the goals I set for myself, and moving forward with them. Which is exciting and a little nerve racking for someone who spends too much time thinking about…EVERYTHING. This is where being more present comes in really handy for me, because I tend to be more focused and productive when I stay in the moment. Otherwise, my thoughts, my worries, my creativity, and my objectives, all pull me in too many directions. Right now, as I begin this practice, I am setting daily intentions that ultimately work towards my big picture goals. I believe in balance in every aspect of life, and this is another place in my life, and in my mind, where I must learn to find a balance. With our lives in constant flux, we must reassess the areas in our life that need re-balancing, and adjust accordingly. You know what they say: “Life is a balancing act”.
Life has been pretty casual around here lately. We have been spending a lot of time at home, which is always wonderful and cozy. This outfit was a brief departure from the yoga pants I’d been wearing most of the day, and much more appropriate for running errands (oh so glamorous). I am looking forward to the holiday season, and the excuse it gives me to add glitz to any outfit. With more reasons to get out of jeans and t-shirts (or yoga pants) this coming month, I’ll have to snap out of homebody mode just a tad. However, there will still be plenty of time spent at home during the holidays. Because, while I love a good holiday party, cooking (& eating), decorating, and just simply sitting in the living room, enjoying the magical light of our tree, are still what makes this season so wonderful. That, and being with family. Hope everyone is as ready for holiday cheer as I am.